Ouch!! made lots of mistake in the statistic semestrial exam paper just now.. thought i did right.. then go home i check alot of careless.. never read questions properly.. die.. failure is inevitable.. wah this sucks!! but nvm.. Joan just made my day.. lol.. i tot supplementary paper if pass will mix wif the icas all and i will still fail coz i did very badly.. i mean very!! lol.. but she say if supplementary pass is enough.. wont combine.. wah good!! meaning i no need worry about the paper just now.. if fail, i take supplementary paper, then pass is enough.. shen!!! yeah tanx Joan!!! lol.. but i regretted not studying for ICAs and didnt start early on the Exam.. wasted time on pointless stuffs.. nvm.. just have to start from scratch.. new resolutions in life- Enjoy life and Chill always (dont stress on meaningless things.. concentrate on studies and my own interests.. as they say, theres a time to study and theres a time to play..) and to live life as it is (everything is predestined.. so i cant change fate.. rather than wasting time in pointless actions, i'll let fate control everything in life including love.. as they say, if its meant to be yours, fate will bring it to you somehow..). Yeah!! I felt so carefree and delighted since i made those resolutions.. nomore worries.. no!!! gotta worry for now.. exams!!! k gotta go back to my revisions.. have to strive hard now.. anyway the exams is ending in a few days time.. suffer now rather then worry later.. good luck ya'all!!! seeya...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong,
and noone understands you..
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
that noone hears you screaming..
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over..
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their fake big smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding..
No!! you dont know what its like
when nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like
To be like me!!
Noone ever lied straight to your face!!
Noone ever stabbed you in the back!!
You might think i'm happy but i'm not gonna be okay..
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work, it was always there
You dont know what its like to be like me....
To be hurt!
To feel lost!
To be left out in the dark!
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No!! you dont know what its like....
WELCOME TO MY LIFE!!!