A lie tells a thousand truths.
Noone truly understands it except for the one who speaks of it.
Everyone lies. Different reasons in doing so.
I merely lied to avoid the unnecessary.

You loved me for who I was.
What happened to working it out.
Both of us are losing in this love.
I'm trying hard enough. To drop it all.
I don't need this now.


I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me.

Been running a high fever since Sunday.
On MC yesterday. Working tonight though.
At one point last night, I felt as though I almost... Died.
That's when a surge of fortitude streamed through my head,
that I've got too much undone and I should not let it hang at the brink of my life..

Ok for now, let me recover as soon..
I'm feelinnnnnnnnnn'

Dizzayyyyyyyy'...