Still coughing and havin the damn flu.. been feelin very tired lately.. dunnoe y.. and now i just woke up.. shit cant get back to slp.. kinda fresh now.. hmm anywae yest.. after school went Novena square with her.. tot could get sumtin there but too bad.. Notin!! Hmm after that couldnt decide wher to go, so head down to Bishan Thai express for dinner Before going home.. had to leave early coz gota pass Angeline her laptop.. Hmm notin else to say abt yest.. Personal details are better kept unsaid.. Today was no better.. Was at PS alone after school coz felt like shopping.. didnt bother to ask for company coz last min.. walked all the way to Heeren.. Saw lots of stuff that i wana buy.. Will get em soon.. but cant buy much.. HP bills are killin me.. ARGG so bored now.. i go werk out awhile..

YEa... AT last.. my com is back.. Just finish reformat.. but sadness alot of documents gone.. all those photos.. hai... and not forgetting my DOTA.. but nvm!! at least my com is back in action.. start afresh.. wahahaha.. YEA.. anywae.. feelin damn sick now.. block nose.. sore eyes.. flu.. and damn exhausted.. but dun feel like sleepin.. so watch Soccer.. half time now.. France 1-1 Spain.. Slept at 6am yesterday.. had to finish up my report writing and entrepreneurship ppt.. n ofcoz my com was still down yest.. TANX ANGELINE for the laptop!!! if not i wouldnt be able to do.. Aniwae even though i manage to finish the projects, i didnt study for QM ICA.. DIE.. hai.. was feelin drowsy on the way to school.. had to present the ppt.. monotone.. zzzz... Actually wanted to take MC coz was seriously feelin TIRED.. wasnt in the right mind to take ICA WHICH I HAVEN STUDY.. but in e end.. i did take.. zzzz.. should haf studied.. it was damn easy coz based on theory only.. good thing those LITTLE shit tat i studied came out.. but ofcoz.. dun tink i will pass..haha.. watever.. After class went Causeway point wif Jess, Kelvin, kang an and BIRTHDAY BOY JUN XIONG.. haha HAPPY 20TH BIRHTDAY U GAY SHIT.. Ate at Swensens.. surprise him wif cake.. talk crap.. walk here and there after that.. Then decided head home cause everyone was shagged.. i quickly washed up after i reached home.. and there i was.. lying like a DEAD MAN.. thats why now i dun feel like sleepin.. sian.. ok la.. gota rest now.. takec..

P.S.: I really want all this misunderstandings to be cleared.. Really sorry about things that had happened..

Hmm.. very disappointed right now.. yup very.. You wana say about feelin guilty.. then think about it.. EVERYONE WAS THERE.. U ALL WERE TOKIN ABOUT YOUR ENTREPRENEURSHIP.. WHILE I SIT THERE LIKE ONE DUMBASS.. WAT CAN I DO.. ofcoz i was freakin pissed n bored.. you all speak in chinese.. tok about craps!! wat personal selling.. my business??.. Talk about professionalism.. what personal stuff and project.. then reflect on wat i said.. Sorry if i look fierce or watever.. but i didnt even say you.. i was just stoning.. i myself didnt noe how to do.. and u happily show your temper.. ar watever la.. my fault.. fine.. SORRY.. next time even if i feel F up.. i'll SMILE :)))))))))))))))... Coz people might just misunderstand me.. now it seems i am a bastard with a fucking attitude like what someone said.. really couldnt believe it.. yup really disappointed.. FRENS? haha.. notin much to say already.. ALL OF YOU PEOPLE ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF!! THINK BEFORE U SPEAK!! THINK IFS IT YOUR OWN FAULT TOO.. K FINE! FROM NOW ON I DUN SHARE ABOUT MY FREAKIN LIFE WITH ANYONE.. arr been a long time.. but theres a limit.. and i gota say it.. FUCK IT!!!!

Nothin to say.. now it seems everyone hates me.. go around and talk about YOUR SADNESS.. come on.. u dunnoe wat i am going thru.. u dun get it dun u.. even those who listen dun get it.. u're not in my position.. dun use excuses or any assumptions to cover what u have done.. You wan me think of wat i did?.. think about wat u did.. wen u noe wat u did.. then u noe wat i am goin thru.. AT LEAST u will noe how i feel.. And to another person.. please whats up wif bein so worked up.. wasnt even sayin anytin about you or watever.. SERIOUSLY.. dont assume that i am throwin tantrums at u wen i am not.. n in the end, u're the one throwin tantrums at notin.. if it seems i was a bit fierce, I am sorry.. but just noe tat i am not to u.. understand how i was feelin.. u wouldnt be smiling away if u were me.. arrr STOP ALL THIS SHIT....

SOME PEOPLE NEED TO WAKE UP THEIR IDEAS.. DONT MAKE ASSUMPTION ON OTHERS BASED SOLELY ON UR INSTINCT OR WATEVER CRAP... LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR.. DUN GOSSIP N GOSSIP WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND MAKE ACCUSATIONS.. INFLUENCING THOSE PEOPLE WHO DO NOT HAF THEIR OWN MIND TO TINK AND ONLY TAKE IN WAT YOU SAY.. PLEASE.. THERES A LIMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN LIFE.. AND FOR GOD SAKE.. I AM WHO I AM AND YOU DONNOE ME.. SO SHUT UP COZ U DUNNOE ME.. ARGGGHHH DAMN PEOPLE..

The auditions was bad enuf.. confirm wun get thru.. Disappointed after all the effort, screwed up BIG time at the wrong time..So dun wana bother check my email for the results.. And this mornin.. Shit happens again.. broke off.. and i know this is for real.. The feeling of uncertainty in my life now is killin me.. Singlehood just taste different.. therez noone now that i can call my own.. emptiness lingering round this shithole of mine.. My life is goin down.. From bad to worse.. nothing is goin right.. Can you solve this shit??..

P.S.: Glad you're here for me...... You know who you are.... IF NOT.. I KILL YOU.. :-)

Orion Audition yesterday.. Me and Ed actually came up with the song for only 2-3 days.. Played for our friends and etc while waiting for our turn.. Which took freaking damn long..... Aanwiae, all said it was very nice.. confirm can make it to the Finals.. we thought so too.. But.. the time came.. i was.........

nervous......
Nervous.......
NERVOUS........




Screwed...
Messed up...

Went skool tis morning to do Entrepreneuship project.. *yawnz.. Did our individual parts.. was so sian man!! Eventually me and her left.. too sian already.. We then went to AMK Kbox coz she got the voucher.. OMG.. cannot make it la my voice just now.. Coz actually my throat still hurts.. dunnoe y.. then i still ate peanuts~~! zzzzz.. so every song i sang, halfway gone.. sadness la.. she sang also.. she went mad.. lol while singing Perfect day by Steph sun and Mayday.. zzz.. i wont go into details how hyper she got.. lol.. We left early coz she had to meet her mum at Bishan.. so on the way to MRT.. she REALIZED.. she left her new thumbdrive at the lab.. zzzz.. and today is friday.. the lab technicians all left early.. and also level 5 lab close early on friday.. and obviously we tot its gone already coz we left early.. so ppl might haf taken it.. but Just tryin our luck.. i rushed to school alone coz she had to meet her mum.. She was damn piss and kan chiong.. Anywae, i went to the level 1 free access lab and ask the lab assistant there whether there is any technician around.. but too bad all left already.. Then he said maybe i could try look for the Nite duty officer.. so i went up!! Good thing it was my accounts tutor.. So we went up and down to look for the Key.. And in the end we found it Thanx to MR FUAN!.. ha so quickly go over to the room.. AND................... To my relieve.. it was there.. MIRACLE.. zzz.. Ha she was ofcoz happy too wen i told her.. HUR!! DIDNT BELIEVE ME AT FIRST WEN I TOLD HER.. Zzzz.. So after that i headed home.. Tired..

Here'z the Pooh family!!! 

As usual.. skool ended early today at 1pm.. so me and her went out for her post birthday meal.. lol.. She was craving for Marche.. i dunnoe why.. hah so we went to eat at Suntec's Marche.. Ate quite alot.. The kebab was delicious.. but i tink the lemonade there suck.. dunnoe why.. it just taste weird!! ha.. after the meal we walked all over suntec.. Wanted go Kbox but she didnt bring her voucher.. so too bad.. aniwae, along the way, we saw those turning machines.. which u put coins and u turn the lever before the damn ball comes out.. and u get keychains n etc.. Ar watever.. hope u guys get it.. So ya.. the level was filled with those machines!! madness.. the different type of shit u can get there! Tot we were just looking around... Then she saw Pooh machine!.. OMG.. and there we began.. she wanted the Pooh hp chain.. We figured maybe we just gif it 1 shot.. but NO!! tigger came out!.. then we tried again!! damn kangaroo came out.. we tried and tried.. till we get e entire Pooh family!! Eeyore and piglet!! n we got a 2nd tigger.. But none was Pooh!! she still insisted on gettin it.. haha.. and we ran out of coins.. Mind u.. its not $1.. its $2 each!!! I actually had to buy this damn expensive fruit juice there which cost $3 to get small change.. and there.. our last try! the final moment! i actually prayed!! OMG.. i slot the coins! she turned! and TA-DA!! POOH POPS OUT!! omg.. i was shell-shocked! She was luffing madly.. we cant believe it.. We actually got it in the end!!! lol.. Now we got 6 hp chain..just nice coz our class clique consist 6 of us.. obviously Pooh goes to her..i took tigger and the rest will be given randomly tml.. After all that 'excitement', we took a bus to PS.. she wanted to get a bdae gift for her sec skulmate.. OFCOZ on the way, she bought a top for herself at Flesh imp.. But damn!! had to rushed back home.. JX msged me informin me to be back by 8 coz we were goin to haf 2 clan match.. zzz.. so send her back first.. Anywae ya, won both the match and now i am exhausted.. Gona get sum rest now.. Nitez*

Presenting: The birthday bash crew.. 

errm think i did tat.. haha.. 

Haha can she juz cut the cake! lol..  

Muack muack.. thats Min zhen.. the *piggie* 

This is nice.. lol.. see how happy she is.. 

Once again.. here we are.. 

May God grant her wish..!! 

Me and her.. 

The birthday gal!! 

The chocolate Mousse cake! 

Such a joyous day today!! WHY??!!! coz its her BIRTHDAY!! 19th birthday to be specific.. Suppose to be so called Doom's day coz its 06.06.06.. cool shit.. but ya.. as they say.. The good always triumph over the evil.. So GOODBYE SATAN.. anywae, had a small surprise birthday bash for her.. found an empty room for the celebration!! Rush to get the cake after the Report writing lesson.. grabbed some balloons from Leo club room.. head over to the room to set up the place with the rest.. sorry to keep you guys waiting.. min zhen n ser ser brought her away while we prepare.. haha.. called min zhen to bring her over after everytin was done.. so ofcoz wen she entered the room.. we go "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSAMINE.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!" lol.. was very glad wen i saw her happy and smiling away.. we made so much noise.. esp the rest of the guys.. playing with the balloons.. good thing no tutors came over.. took quite a number of photos which i will upload after this.. Then we ate the cake ofcoz.. n no prize for guessing who ate the most.. HAHAHAHA.. KANG AN!!! anywae after cleaning up the mess, the rest wen their own ways while i wen to eat with her.. went to Khatib.. couldnt decide wat to eat.. so in the end, we went NTUC.. bought yong tao foo ingredients, crispy chicken, shrimp wanton and edo sushi.. she cooked for me.. YUMMY!! was super full!! she slept after tat.. zzzz as usual.. lol.. went to try fix her HP itunes.. but her com freakin corked up.. Hmm left around 5+. went to Novena.. before meeting Mel at Somerset.. went to settle some matter before goin home.. So tired now.. dun feel like studying for CCM ica tml.. Holiday mood is ON..

P.S. Wana thank you guys who took time to make the bash happen.. Esp to Min zhen!! haha.. Thanx Edwin for his help too!!! and last but not least.. A SPECIAL THANX to NG XUE QI MELODY!!!!!!!! for her GREAT HELP!! i really appreciate it.. a fren indeed!! haha S O R R Y to trouble you.. btw though all was fine today.. some shit happen earlier on.. Even though it was settled... it spoiled everything..