Its been awhile since i post something.. been occupied with school and etc.. lots of shit happened in just a month.. actually i'm still busy.. just dropping by to say hi and that i'm still alive to those of you who are wondering where am i.... takecare guys..

I cant help you fix yourself
but at least i can say i tried
you're making me insane
all i can say is
You tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that i care too much
My scars remind me, that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Its been 3 days since i suffered a torn knee ligament.. sian.. had a soccer match on sunday.. actually everythin was goin well till one Loser made a sliding tackle on me.. Damn it.. he knew i got to the ball first but he still made that tackle.. and the best thing, i was sprinting.. he tackled my left leg from behind and i fell flat.. haha and i heard a 'crack' sound.. at that moment i was like 'F*ck' and was trying to 'tahan' the pain.. i knew the match was over for me and that my left leg was a gone case.. now my left leg is so crippled.. cant bend and cant really straigthen.. hai its always been my left leg that suffered fractures and all.. if only for once its my right leg.. coz i think the next thing that will happen is i will have a broken left leg.. anwiae went to the doctor on monday to get MC.. He told me it will take ard 3 to 6 months to fully recover.. i was like 'OMG'.. but the F up thing was he gave me only 1 day MC.. so i had to go to school yest.. and even today.. nyp SEEMS to be so Freaking far.. i took ard twice the normal time to reach there.... meaning..... i have to wake up early!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. damn it.... btw, need to go.. bye..