Feelin lost... for real this time.. its so cruel when you give it your everything, things dont go your way.. and it doesnt happen once.. thats the worse part.. as the saying goes 'learn from mistakes'.. but if you're talkin about feelings, its easier said than done.. you cant control feelings.. and how do you know when you got your feelings right.. never...
Does life really revolve around fate.. haven you thought about it.. theres always an option on your actions.. If you do this, that happens.. and if you do that, this happens.. In the end its your choice which determines the outcome.. So is it Fate??.. or just your blunt decision...

Seriously.. i am taken for granted.. by everyone.. hate myself for being the way i am.. i'm the only one who gota tink of all these shit every night.. draining me out.. so i'm backing out.. from EVERYTHING..

P.S.: I hate Mahjong..