It's back. BEERFEST ASIA 2010. From 16th to 20th June, head down to Marina Promenade and be spoilt with choices of over 250 beers from all over the world. Live performances by several known artiste will keep you entertain throughout the night. There'll also be Live screening of the prestigious World Cup 2010 matches on Big screens. Wait no more, get the advance ticket before it's too late. For more Information, click on http://www.bytes.com.sg/ or http://www.timbre.com.sg/ .

I'm damn pissed. drained . I feel like doing a thousand kicks on that punching bag. I've decided to stand my ground from now on and have my damn space since its seemingly impossible to gain understanding from anyone, even from your love ones.
Isn't it common sense that you need to recuperate after more than 20hrs of staying awake. For eg, you worked morning shift and definately you need to sleep once home. The following day, wakes up at noon and stay up for night shift all e way till the following day when you get home in the late morning. It is an off day but We need that sufficient sleep. It's a mutual understanding. If the other really cares, shouldn't they try to adapt to that working schedule and when the rest is needed. It's my fcucking flaw that I just cant reject on the face to anyone who ask me out. This eventually leads to unpleasant unforseen consequences.

& I've resolute to go the extra mile only for those who is worth that effort. Thinking back, the things I did seems meaningless when noone really cares to appreciate it. I would drive for others convenience sake till late, and sometimes I have to drive back by myself to handover to my Ex. On certain occasions, I would even sleep in the car while awaiting the first train. Noone knows cause noone bothers. The list goes on but I don't see the need to enlighten those that doesnt do their own self reflection. And I dont get ppl who expect you to put in effort when I don't see the other going any extra mile.

I'm not saying I'm right nor how things should work out. However, life would be much better if everyone takes times to open their mind and understanding others instead of letting emotions take control. Noone is ever right in terms of opinions.
No wonder its said that 'Love yourself before you love others'. Cause noone really knows how to love you other than yourself.

Finally, back to the place where I can rant all my thoughts out. Apart from the few beloved people whom I can share my hearts out without caring any less (For eg. Zoom and Kevin), I believe I can make do with this channel to voice my thoughts as well.

April 2010! Exams next month. Mugging at a damn slow pace. Increasing the intensity by TOMORROW. I hope. So, for those who care, do understand if I can't meet up. When I REALLY do have that tiny bit of spare time, then I'll hope that you're free as well.

It really bugs me when people can't relate to my work shift. If you've not gone through the cycle, shut it. It's not that simple as you assume. or should I say judge. Stop the Ya-kadee-yak. There's really minimal time and my life doesn't revolve around anyone. For now. Period.

Being single has been slightly disturbing somehow. Yes yes, the freedom and etc etc. However, it's still the lack of having someone, who will really listen to the words that I speak. Close ones knows that I rarely or perhaps never speak much of my mind. Simple reason being, even if I do, I doubt the other party really open their mind and relate to whatever that is happening in my life. Unless keeping all to myself will drive me mad, I rather keep it low. I can tell when someone is putting on a deaf ear and hearing for courtesy sake. That's when I'll draw the line and I won't speak a word on my thoughts nomore. Like my Old buddy Kelvin used to say,'You've missed the damn bus'. Now, I'm sure that explains why I dont speak. Gwen Stefani might agree to that.

I do miss my past one. The sincerity and understanding through the little things she used to do. Hmm shall'nt speak much of it here.
Recently, been dating this lady. She's fine in her own ways. However clearly right now, I'm not looking for a companion. Any tom, dick or HERRY(hur) can be my companion. I need a partner, one who listens. The pillar of support; which is the base of any r/s, apart from trust. That's all. Ohh trust me, I do know when one is basically hearing, and not listening. *Did I mention that it kills knowing how the other feels, and we're pretending as though all is good*

Such hassle the facade I have to mask on everyday. Ahh everyone does. It's not a choice. Somehow or rather, we'll act in a way that we're somehow program to, or simply the realistic way how ppl expect you to react. There's bound to be someone (perhaps past, present or soon enough) that you wish you could simply whoop his ass. Then what's stopping you? We're all design somehow to do act rationally. Disagreeing with me? Cut the crapp. We're all humans. I really do agree when they say our life is like a stage. Play it well. OOoo let's all play it really well. Everyone's watching.

To all you Agnes B. fanatics!! Their Fall/Winter 09' collections is now out in stores. Attended their fashion show held at Isetan Scotts, and dealing with a high expectation; I definately wasn't disappointed. Goes beyond words on the exquisite yet quirky style they have reinvented. Shoot yourself if you're thinking of giving it a miss. Resistance was to no avail as I bought myself a couple of their latest release. Hesitate no more and get your lazy arse down to their boutiques.

Attention guys!! To all Fred Perry enthusiast, their Autumn/Winter 09' collections are now available in stores! Quick head down to any of their boutiques (as stated below) and check out their latest apparels and etc.
FIY: Spend S$300/- in a single receipt and be a LIFETIME Fred Perry member. Enjoy 10% discount on regular price items and additional discounts during seasonal sales. =)

A little over two years ago, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, American rockers from Middleburg, Florida, released Don't You Fake It. Rock radio smash "False Pretense" and the new wedding/prom standard "Your Guardian Angel" (10.2 million MySpace spins and 455k downloads) have both contributed to the album's astounding total of 50 million MySpace streams.

Now with their sophomore album Lonely Road, the band's second chapter, they are set to continue their journey to Singapore fresh off The Soundwave Festival and a series of shows in Manila, Philippines. So get ready for a night pulsing with vibrancy and tenacity as LAMC Productions brings The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus to rock Singapore on March 10, at D'Marquee Downtown East!

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus 'Live' In Singapore

Date: March 10 (Tuesday)
Time: 7.30pm
Venue: D'Marquee Downtown East, Singapore



Book tickets online at http://www.tdc.sg/ or call the hotline (65) 6296-2929

A lie tells a thousand truths.
Noone truly understands it except for the one who speaks of it.
Everyone lies. Different reasons in doing so.
I merely lied to avoid the unnecessary.

You loved me for who I was.
What happened to working it out.
Both of us are losing in this love.
I'm trying hard enough. To drop it all.
I don't need this now.


I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me.

Been running a high fever since Sunday.
On MC yesterday. Working tonight though.
At one point last night, I felt as though I almost... Died.
That's when a surge of fortitude streamed through my head,
that I've got too much undone and I should not let it hang at the brink of my life..

Ok for now, let me recover as soon..
I'm feelinnnnnnnnnn'

Dizzayyyyyyyy'...